| The Date |
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| Written by Paula | |
| Saturday, 15 November 2008 | |
  It is - I am still in bed, No one knows I am awake so I am taking this time to catch up on The blog..Apart from wednesday being cialis day (more later) we were off on a single but double date - all day Luke and I talked about what we felt, how we thought it would go, whether it would be as good and also whether we all four could gain anything from the whole experience. We felt like naughty schoolkids and were very silly with each other all day in between winding up and headfucking with each other! The time came to get ready and Luke let TT Play with his shaving foam and I let TT into the shower with me - we both realized after that it was a feeling of guilt that we were feeling that allowed us to say yes to almost anything he asked - weird but funny.We set off and drove to the destination, Peter and I had booked the tables, one at the front and one at the back of the restaurant - this was so if anyone felt uncomfortable we could just join the other table..Driving to the place Luke and I talked hypotheticals (we always do this) and discussed how we felt, I felt dirty and wanted him to see my list of things I wanted to talk to Peter about (have to keep a list on my phone otherwise I forget) the normal deadly traffic was nowhere to be found and we were early!!! SHIT - this was where I was really crossing my own boundaries, I was meeting Peter at a bar and he was dropping Jill off at Lukes appointed place then coming on to meet me (I still don't know where they actually met - I just know they walked a fair way) I found it hard to leave Luke in the car, it felt very strange to me at that time that he was dropping me off in a strange place to meet someones elses partner, but in the end Luke told me he did not want to be late, laughed and told me to get out of the car - I felt a sudden urge of "yes, I can, I want to, I will do this" and hopped out. He said something funny as I closed the door so in true Paula fashion I flipped him the finger and went into the wrong door of the bar lmaoI bought a glass of wine and went through to the smoker area to wait. Checked my phone - nothing, all was well. A young guy in his early 30's came up and asked if he could share an ashtray with me and we got talking, he was an army lad from QLD and was doing an ethics course down the road at the army base, before long we were deep in conversation and I met his 3 mates who were sitting on the other side of the open wall. We were so deep in conversation that when he asked for my phone number I gave it to him (oh how easy I am) mind You, if any of you know me well you will also know that I don't know my number and often get it wrong - later I found I had indeed given him the wrong number (note to self learn the NO word) we chatted away talking politics (WTF!) and also the situation in Iraq (yeah I lost the plot I think) when Peter turned up - we said hello, the army guy went a strange colour and pater asked if he could buy me a drink, we went to the bar together and then back to where we were before and no sign of my new found friends! LolPeter and I finished our drinks and walked to the restarant - hmmm no sign of Luke and Jill anywhere, I did feel very upset at that point and it was only when Peter told me that they were seated upstairs that we talked about it and I realised it was all good. I had no idea there was an upstairs and for a fleeting moment I was not happy that I would not be able to see them at all. Peter asked if I wanted to go closer to them and after a moment I said no, this was probably better for all of us. We chatted, shared wine and food which was wonderful and discussed us, how we felt, everything and anything. We went out for a ciggie and met Jill and Luke and would have a quick chat before heading back off again. At one time I was waiting for the toilet and as Jill came out we stood and stared at each other not having a clue whether to talk openly or not and she walked off and the waiter was looking at us both and I asked if her name was Jill, I thought I might know her - he said "Oh no, her name is Paula, she is with her Husband upstairs" lmao what a head fuck that was!!! Peter and I didnt really eat much but made up for it in the wine he chose, very expensive and just amazing... desert was not on the menu and the idea from the start was to have Coffee together - Peter asked for the bill then we Left the restaurant! We decided to just drive and get coffee at the place Luke and I always go to - a gay owned 24 hour place full of vitality and always packed where we could sit outside.We walked for what seemed like miles to the car to find Peter was driving Jills car - now that did feel strange - Having dinner/dating/fucking her Husband is not strange but being in her car with him was - not sure why though hmm will think more on that one!Peter got a call from Jill asking where we were - On hindsight we should have waited but I have not really had chance to speak to them about that yet... NOW this is the strange part... I found out later Luke and Jill had a Ball together, Peter and I had a ball together... when we got together for coffee, I think the Urst had built up to such a crescendo that it all became far too much.This was a date not a play date, Maybe I wanted it to become a playdate but it was not on the cards.. I got out of my happy a little and asked Luke if we could go Home.Luke and I have talked about little else since wednesday - whoops just been caught Luke has Come up and found me typing away - didnt bring me tea though!!Would I do it again? Yes, already asked Peter! Would I change things? Yes, how? wait and see lol BTW yes, the cialis worked - very quick to orgasm but need to take it once again for more results (he he he)Tomorrow I may blog about Thursday's Pussy club!Have a good Saturday night folks! x    |
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